1. |
The Matrix
02:44
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she can’t feel it anymore
watching as the sky moves
past the window
window pane
slanted and confusing
theres pain in the game
gambling with crystals
miss the way
life was when its simple
guess it hurts
the more you know
and when you see the
signs and symbols
Over the river
And thru the woods
I tried to take a back road
But it backfired
& kicked me back
The high life got some power to it
All I wanted was a burger made of beans
For some reason took an hour to prove it
Never knew I could be so impatient
I missed the days when I was fine with waiting
Before I had more than 15 minutes
Now the time just keeps tickin
And tickin
And tickin
It’s ticking away
theres pain in the game
gambling with crystals
miss the way
life was when its simple
guess it hurts
the more you know
and when you see the
signs and symbols
she can’t feel it anymore
watching as the sky moves
past the window
window pane
slanted and confusing
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2. |
Pressure
04:44
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I've been spending too much time on my phone, babe
Life is wasted when it's aimless
These lights cut to my bone since I was 17
Can't feel time like I did years ago
And we both know
It'd be easier to be alone
Taking paths to avoid your home
Mhmm mmm hmm hmm hmm mmm
Dear diary
Can't deal with sobriety
My biggest regret
Cause nobody won't hire me
Too much anxiety
I need new varieties
I need some new options
Still steady shopping
Still steady shopping
Buying and spending
Buying and spending
Got some bad habits
Buying and spending
Buying and spending
I gotta have it
Cash too demanding
Crashing and landing
Cash got me candid
Spending this money
All of this money
All this new money
I'm spending
Spending and lending
I gotta have it
I gotta grab it
I gotta have it
I gotta grab it
Cash it and stash it
Flip it to stack it
Making up magic
My life is tragic
Dear diary...
Dear diary...
Dear diary...
Seeeshh
Dear diary
My new job just fired me
Her roommates still fight with me
Degree still not worth a thing
I wanted everything
It feel like
It feel like
I'm under pressure
Do you see what I see
When you see what I mean
This drive would be so long
If we
Had nothing to say
We're hours away from home but
You keep me from wondering
if today could go
Any other way
Don't think just say
So sophisticated
Yet so comfortable with down
I can't help but say good gracious
Every lil slip up
Takes me further from your good graces
New faces
Old feelings in new places
Let's get back to basics
Baby please give me patience
Look
Time ticking
Can you please give me patience
Time ticking
Can I please have some patience...
Look
I would pay no mind
If you took forever
Don't surrender your time
Waiting for something better
If you only knew
Staying under shelter
Makes it heavier on you
Keeps you
Under pressure
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3. |
Bugspray
01:44
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Monsters in closets
In my bedroom - oh - oh - oh - oh
Boogie man is coming to
Get you - oh - oh - oh - oh
Night light, night life
Don’t let the bed bugs bite
Mosquito spray,
Bites back anyways (anyways)
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4. |
Infinity Mirrors
04:26
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This that type of shit
When you just be floating on a cloud
Not giving no fucks
•I’m fly as ducks
At the high museum•
(what you so loud for)
Noticing, all the folks
Dressed up
Just to hope you see em
I love the art tho
Brush strokes from the heart
•(Pain cause.....everybody watching)
So you paint cause...everyone watching •
No you can’t see them
But oh, they see you
Every little stroke
Down to every little step
•Yet you’re painting•
Wellllll
You got people that are busy waiting
•Ohhh they’llnever have enough•
Just Take what you brought
•Now they need more•
Like Excuse me please I need more
But when you’re watched you see more
Still waiting like Seymour
•I shouldn’t have to say more
Shelly’s on the same shore
Still selling sea shells
She sure does seem swell•
(And I’m still painting)
Ask me what it’s worth it
•Well I’m here just painting•
The people still waiting
As my all wasn’t enough
*scough*
They called my bluff
•They called my bluff•
I’m not so tough
•I’m not so tough•
Just take a puff
Riding it out like the ocean
Making it up on the scene
Taking a break from the water
Everyones looking at me
Monotony
You've lost me
I never just want to be me
Worried about my appearence
I'm not the person we think
Fear
I can't shake it
Its not something I wanted to be
We see
In the mirror
backwards just so I can breathe
Fear is weird
because it’s something that can beat you directly or indirectly.
You can be so afraid that you just don’t do,
Or you can be so afraid that you attempt to take all the precautions
and end up forgetting what and why you were doing something At all
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5. |
Clouds
03:10
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Laying on the ground
With my eyes on the clouds
Hate to have to wonder what it means
Thinking out loud
But pink matter is the sound
Saying that’s what you’re suppose to be
Daydreaming
This feeling I believe in
I wonder if you’ve seen it
Or if it’s just me healing
Laying down looking up at the clouds
Watched the cumulus navigate to nimbus
(The storms brewing)
Toes in the dirt
Grounds color of coffee
The Joe got me jittery
And galavanting thru gravel
(Head on a swivel)
Listen real close
hear the fall trickle
Just a little
Daydreaming
This feeling I believe in
I wonder if you’ve seen it
Or if it’s just me healing
Hate being stuck all up in the middle
tween a
rock and a hard place
I just wanna chat in a soft space
no worries
…..there’s no real need to hurry
Don’t really mind
When my mind gets muddy
Head hella hazy
Still kept it straightforward
Daydreaming
This feeling I believe in
I wonder if you’ve seen it
Or if it’s just me healing
took a spin
Out the stratus
Check my head for the status
Im back up in the clouds
Again.......
Again
Daydreaming
This feeling I believe in
I wonder if you’ve seen it
Or if it just me healing
Daydreaming
This feeling I believe in
I wonder if you’ve seen it
Or if it just me healing
Laying on the ground
With my eyes on the clouds
Hate to have to wonder what it means
Thinking out loud
But pink matter the sound
Saying that’s what you’re suppose to be
Daydreaming
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6. |
Blur
02:33
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Staring out the window
Borders busted by the seams
Eyes on the surface
Still reflecting off the gleam
It’s for me and you
It’s for all that’s in between
I always let go for parts of me
You let it in
It’s everything
Feels like I know
But I haven’t seen
We took the ends and split them by the seams
It’s still on me to make the realest parts to be
A memory that you left a part of me
Go and cross over just to feel what you mean
Staring out the window
Borders busted by the seams
Eyes on the surface
Still reflecting off the gleam
I wanna lose control
(only in dreams)
Just to break thru to you
(only in my dreams)
I saw you lose control
(only in dreams)
And you broke thru
(only in my dreams)
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7. |
Mood Ring
03:47
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You can’t go
I can’t stay
The cat’s away
The mice can play
You can’t go
I can’t stay
The cat’s away
The mice can play
Spend your days looking for answers
Take your losses where they fall
Losing sight of my ambition
Catching up or not at all
Its been a minute or two since I could see the truth
Some time away could take me from my youth
There’s no reason to think my thoughts could change the mood
Leaves will fall and weather change and brood
(Keep going
Gotta keep moving
Keep going
You just...
You just gotta keep moving)
You can’t go
I can’t stay
The cat’s away
The mice can play
You can’t go
I can’t stay
The cat’s away
The mice can play
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8. |
Why
03:37
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Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Won’t you talk to me
You left your feelings in my dreams
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Won’t you say what you mean
You said we’d keep it clean
I don’t wanna lose you this way
blue jays don’t sing as loud
Now that you don’t come around
Don’t wanna lose you this way
It’ll never be the same
Wish we could still play the game
Don’t wanna lose you this way
Or that way
Or any which way
Any which way
Any which
wayyyy
But why lie
I cry
Cause I tried
So why hide
Just fuck pride
This feels deeper than that
I can’t keep coming back
I can’t keep coming back
I can’t keep coming back
I can’t keep coming back to you...
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Won’t you talk to me
You left your feelings in my dreams
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why...
Just wait just wait just waiting
Just wait just wait just waiting
Just wait just wait just waiting
Just wait just wait I’m just waiting
Just wait just wait I’m just waiting
Just wait just wait just waiting
Just waiting yesterday
You were waiting on me yesterday
Kept waiting yesterday
Can’t wait in yesterday
Just wait in yesterday
Can’t wait in yesterday
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9. |
Fisheye
02:01
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Open your eyes
See what’s inside
Shape shifting tides
Pull away from the night
Feeling suspended in air
Drop me and see if I care
Lying, in low tides I'm there
seeing my name in the glare
Don't have the words to say
Losing my memory
Shapeshifting tides have been
lifting my gravity
Floating away from my bed
Or is it inside of my head
You call my name
It’s not the same
As darkness falls
I see it all
Ceramic face, emotions fade
She sleeps in bed,
Now she can’t rest
Open your eyes
See what’s inside
Shape shifting tides
Pull away from the night
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10. |
Upside of Down
03:27
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I got a dame In the towers
Might pull up in an hour
hit a quick shower
Hangin all day
Blown duchess
Out in queens
Straight outtaAustria
Where Biz Marke is king
Oops I mean
Otto Von Bismarck
Laid out in the ottoman
The
feeling was ambient
Off of two ambiens
An aura like the
Ambiance of Ramadan
(Call my mom)
Tell her I ain’t coming home tonight
Was testing German engineering
So I had..
to the flight
Different city
Different bride
Different dowry
Pay the price
What the the upside of down
What’s the down side of up
Movements on slow
Like some syrup in my cup
Sip
Sip
Syrup in my cup
Life
moving
Too fast
Yet the days
Pass by slow
Always caught up in the moment
I love living in the now
Fuck later
Cause the paper tops the rock
WBut the scissors cuts paper
And the rides is only up
Like a broken elevator
Here today
Building later
Feeling father times favor
What’s the upside of down
What’s the down side of up
Up
Up
Up
Up
Up....
What’s the up side of down
What’s the down side of up!!!!
There’s a certain danger
that Aries when you constantly associate the past with positive memories
of nostalgia
and turn into a person who always sees
the past as the good ole days,
when things where better,
when it all made sense,
when you were happy
But those days are gone
and that’s ok,
you can make new memories
you’re not above being happy
Being happy
There’s a danger
(To that pent up anger)
that Aries
when you persistently
associate the past with positive memories
of nostalgia
(Like what a waste of energy)
and turn into a person who always sees
the past as the good ole days,
when things where better,
when it all made sense,
when you were happy
But those days are gone
and that’s ok,
you can make new memories
you’re not above being happy
Being happy
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